I’d like to share a few reflections after the last Culture Class. I hesitated for a moment about opening up like this, but I hope these thoughts will be valuable in your own way. We were talking about that book, that I haven’t been able to read yet. Partly because other things feel like a priority right now, but also because the idea of a human past without wars never really moved me before, even though Wiktoria mentioned it many times. I think I just couldn't belive it. But this time something shifted. It didn’t feel impossible anymore. The next morning, I woke up with a feeling I didn’t recognize at first, because I haven’t felt it in a long time. It was fear. I lay down to be with it for a while and suddenly I felt/imagined a black whole in my chest. The sense of loss was intense. Since then it’s been hard to read or watch anything. I need lots of silence and rest. Even the CDs I used to listen to in my car now feel distant. And my cycle hasn’t shifted in the meantime! ;) The only music that resonates with me right now is Heilung… Thank you for holding this space sosososososo much.