I experienced a pretty huge loss in the past two weeks of a very close friend of mine and spiraled, and took a few steps back. I’ve been back on my sobriety for the past two weeks and last night was a comedy show that marked the one year anniversary of my promotion, it was awesome. We sold out and it served as a stark reminder of the things that I stand to lose if I can’t maintain my sobriety, here’s a photo dump to show you. What’s possible if you can keep your life together.

Finally found my bottom with this stuff. Made it 30 days before a hard relapse. Almost lost my relationship, about to lose my apartment and my car. I’m so tired. Im finally sick and tired of being sick and tired. 5 days clean. It’s only up from here.

It’s wild the difference 15 days can make in how you feel. 15 days ago I was bloody nose staring into my bathroom mirror, about to be late to opening my store, deflated and defeated. This morning I’m excited to be alive and reading a book over a handful of mixed nuts. There’s light on the other side and even though this clarity was birthed from a relapse, I’m happy that I have a chance to feel this way about life. How did you feel coming off and what’s keeping you going today?

Went to Sweetwater Creek with my lady snd instead of drinking craft beers we hiked the national park. 5 miles on unmarked back country. Now back at the house having lunch. Gonna be a good week bois 😎

And when I arrived Sunday I was unsure I was gonna be able to make my rent. By today I’ve sold enough to cover my entire months bill. Gods got a plan bois. 😭