I'm done with this(I GOT CRAZY GG)
Everyone are getting a gf wth is going on??? And I only can dream of the girl I liked while sleeping nonstop(I just did it again). Just so sad to see how impossible it is for me and her with how different our background is, how stupid and Ignorance I am but she's talented af. Okay honestly my logical brain kept telling myself single is the best for me and having her won't have a good result when I'm not yet ready and not good at taking responsibility because I'm not reliable and lack of many life experiences. But really I guess this is what teenage brain is made of, pure madness sometimes. (Hormone pull is so annoying fk it, I should have let it go years ago but it somehows never being let go)