Especially the ogs and people who are closer than me here. I'm sorry but I started to understand why the og chose to leave or stay inactive or even chose to hate on TCG after coming back even as og(there are people told me this). Kinda understand what they feel now :(( This community no longer is the community I know. From what I see throughout these pages, the post quality and the themes we discuss and even they way we talk to each other feels completely different. I feel like we lost the connection to each other but instead people here starts to put the focus on themselves mainly and try to show off themselves again and again instead of growing together like we used to be, and over obsessed on what they just wanna talk about. Even chess itself becomes a side talk which feels insane. I think some people will start to hate on me but I do think at least I wanna share about my feelings. I will be grateful If it helps community improvement. And I do wanna highlight the phenomenon that ogs disappear for a reason as well. Not only because of JP, but we do lost ourselves. Lost what's better for everyone. I also have to say that my life isn't going easy rn. But after my church game ended today, I feel like I should really seek for improvement of both faith and my daily skills. Although I feel lost and confused, I wish the path can leads me to someone who's worth loved, walk away from "noob" and to be a good Christian. God bless you all It's not a goodbye, I do still online quite a lot. But maybe I will only reply to some posts I do think is worth discussing or replying my closer buddies here. I'm just feeling confused and kinda pissed off(?) and sad(?) about what our community has became. I'm not as extreme as some of the og from TCG who left here but I have to say they have their points. And I do agree a lot. I tried to change. I tried to correct stuff. But I couldn't. Or I couldn't even figure out what we actually needs. Some people who is not understanding pride goes before a fall might think "noobkao is again saying bullsh*t I know what to do I know what am I even doing". But I do think, whenever this thought appears, we should be wrong. Everyone even me could always be doing wrong all the time who knows. There are no absolutes. There are varieties. And there are overlookings. But afterall I just want TCG to be somewhere more natural, mature , a supportive, encouraging, supporting self enhancement& group improvment instead of..what we have became.