Hey Maureen🫶🏻 I broke up with my ex this morning because he wasn't willing to change in order to keep me. He broke a lot of promises,i was tired of hearing ,,i'll try my best to be better this time,i promise". I gave him chance after chance. And yesterday i chose not to anymore. He knew a break up was coming but i wanted to have a mature conversation before doing it. I started it by telling him that i wish him the best and that i hope he will learn from his mistakes and be better for his next girl,but he twisted this conversation into blaming and insulting me. When i told him i am not going to continue this conversation,he told me i'm selfish and ,,only think about me". Then he literally fell asleep. As soon as i woke up the today,i told him there is no need to keep talking because my decision is final. I asked if he has one more thing to tell me,and he told me ,,i hope you will have a bad boyfriend in the worst way possible so you'll se what ,,bad" actually means" ... I was doing all right,i really was. I knew this relationship was bad for me,everyone was against me,i wasn't happy. And i was doing so good,until i found out from one of his friends that literally a few hours later after the break up,he bought two vapes(after i convinced him to quit when we first met and after i put so much effort to make him not crave them anymore). Also,he had planned a bbq where he is going to go blackout from drinking,because he knows i was against drinking. I feel so guilty now because i feel that he is doing all this harm to himself because of me. And i don't know what to do,i almost texted him a thousand times today 😣Why do i still care and how do i stop this guilt???