Hey there fam,
I struggled with psychosis (2 years ago) Struggle with anhedonia and anxiety BUT im doing better I lost both my parents and all grandparents BUT i have 4 bros and one sis And i call them the ATEAM My heros they always come thorugh No matter if cooking for me or giving me money (though i wanna give it back)
I wanna scale my biz (music and content creation im a multimedia designer that started working with AI to make a manga movie/story even a game) I want to make a real mental health/spirit game Whre u fight against ur own doubts and fears They become monsters Choose ur champ: IM A SPACEDRAGON from astravell (spirit version of AUSTRIA)
I wanna make at least 50 000.- Euro in a year no idea if this is possible. But i am learning AI fast.
I am in command now I KNOW WHAT DO DO I wann continue the job from other starseeds that have left the world I wanna clear the bullshit frommy bloodline And start a dynasty that has almost nothing to do with blood but with energy and spirit I wanna become a female shaman and healer.class ETC I AM Fully motivated AEON ur my biggest inspiration what u do for the world for such low prices Resepct Also love ur music So happy to be here XO Dragonmoon Bix Moonchild (my artist name)
LETTING GO OF
The identity of being BROKEN
I was chosen by god for a higher purpose
I dont know exactly what that is
I was born in the year of the dragon 88
And i feel like a healer.exe
Life IS a game, a matrix, a simulation
I deeply believe in building the new world
I will be consisent (though I struggle anhedonia)
But being a multimedia artist (video, manga (ai), music) is my passion and lifegoal
Im so tired wroking for corporate soulless.exe
I wanna have my own brand and business
I feel ugly but I dont care anymore
I use a lot of filters and i try now post mor authentic content
I feel like the devil is after me, not sure because of pyschosis
Maybe the devil according to Nev. Goddard is not a person but ur doubts and fears
I beleive maybe ist a bit of both
I am changing my beliefs for the better <3
I am thankful for all the supp i can get
I woujld love if someone helps me create this game
Or even just read the story:
I resonate deeple with AEONS content
He is like a hero to me
I did a free course way back and his meditations and courses and music is fire
I will be your follower for LIFE :)
<3
Listen to dreamers and other songs almost every day :)
Thanks for making this so accesible
And for the long courses
I AM Truly grateful
I found u in my dark night of the soul (one of them lol)
In try to understand if psychosis was real or if the devil send me weird visions (it was really dark)
Or if ist just my brain. My game is my way to finally get out of this hell it helps me make sense of my thoughts and feelings.
Ok so i Pldege to make ONE original song or a cover that deeply resonates PER WEEk
This is hard because i didtn sing for a year because of my depression but thats why I feel ist necessary :)
Thank againAEON
Next month i hope i can join the payed course
IM on sick leave dont have much money
But i will manifest hehhee
OK CHEERS
The dragon of ASTRAVELL
Bix Moonchild (Aria Dragonmoon in my game)
Birgit from Styria :) <3