In real time I am dealing with a situation in which I feel I can teach someone. My faith gets tested and in question every time that I wage war against the enemy. Here comes crippling doubt and fear. This time I noticed it and although it felt as if I would never stop feeling like a failure or even that I will never get out of my problem I turned to the Lord. I wrote him a letter explaining what I was feeling. It may be different for you, but find a way to release the lies the enemy is speaking and place the Lords words in your mind and heart.