I very often feel unwelcome in places, unable to connect at any meaningful depth, in order to communicate authentically. The world feels overwhelming and false. When I dress up and show up and put myself out there, I want to run away and hide or get drunk. Instead, I talk crap and way too much of it and wish I could sink into a hole and disappear. Are these feelings of imposter syndrome or just, out right anxiety, that I am at the wrong place at the wrong time and dressed up for the wrong party? :-) Like the party I went to in my PJ's and everyone else was in Black Tie and spoke French. Yups, I got that all wrong. :-)