In full transparency and keeping it 💯 it’s my birthday weekend I am not excited, happy at all because I am living in a place that I hate., I miss being in the South and another birthday and Christmas single not in the loving arms of an incredible man and it makes me sad and angry. I can do all the things to make my day happy but some milestones like birthdays and holidays are reminders of prayers not answered. As I sit at the hair salon getting my hair done, I kept help but to think, of all the things I prayed for, hoped for, my last birthday and here I sit.