So I met in another community. You're so much fun, came here to hang out, haven't been real active. Then your 17 day video drop started.
OMG! Thank you, God, for bringing Chrissy in my life.
I'm on the day 3 video, Want to share my journey here so I'm creating this post and I'll come back and comment as I walk through.
I actually started on day 2 so I've got to go back to day one and listen to that.
Day 2
I think I've been hampered by being afraid of being of being too successful because of family conversations as a kid, and how my Dad's older sisters seemed very society/success conscious and competitive and my Dad, who was younger, I think reacting to not want to play those games. I probably internalized this to mean that in order to be loved or accepted I needed not to be too successful.
I'm going to be Journaling about this. [Haven’t yet, been on vacation, just back]
When I think about how much my Dad cares for us and rooted for our success, he would never want me to think that. I am a woman becoming free to be a successful as I can be.
day 3
one thing I am realizing is that I have been brought so many amazing opportunities and sometimes my internal voice shuts down my ability to build on them or take them further.
Over and over and over again I have hit that Mental ceiling and I am done and I am Resetting my factory setting.