After 50 + years of practice, I still don't have a final answer. What does freedom mean to you?
I've sat in caves in the Himalayas. Swept monastery floors at 4am. Been yelled at by Zen masters. Cried on a meditation cushion more times than I can count. Lived with yogis who owned nothing and seemed lighter than anyone I've ever met.
And after all that, after all the teachings, initiations, and long silent retreats here's what I've come to realise.
I'm still a beginner.
Not in a cute, humble, brag way. In a real way. Because every time I think I understand what freedom is, life hands me something that cracks me open again. A loss. An old anger that reappears. A fear I thought I'd burned out years ago.
So I'm not asking this as a teacher. I'm asking as someone still walking the path.
What has freedom actually become for you? Not the idea. The felt experience in your body, your relationships, your most difficult moments.
Here's my honest answer today….
Freedom, for me, is the willingness to be wrong. To be unseen. To sit in not knowing without reaching for a teaching, a mantra, or an answer.
But I want to hear yours.
If something in this lands for you, if you've tasted even a moment of real freedom, or if you're starving for it, comment below or send me a message.
I'm not here to collect poll responses. I'm here because I've spent my life learning from masters, and the only thing worth passing on is this…you don't have to walk alone.
If you're ready to go deeper into what freedom means for your life, let's talk. No program. No pitch. Just one human who's made every mistake possible, sitting with another human who's still searching.
With Love ❤️
Always
Mark