I hate not being good at something.
It’s the competitor in me.
When I was younger I would lose at something, then spend days/weeks/months practicing the thing, until I was good enough to beat most people.
But there’s a difference between not being good, and being early.
And I have to remind myself of this every day.
I want to be good at YouTube.
I am not good at YouTube.
But I’m also just starting.
So, as of today I have four subscribers.
4.
But instead of feeling like I suck.
I looked at the analytics this morning and thought…
Holy shit, I have four subscribers.
Four people want to know what I have to say!!
That’s how it starts.
It’s all happening.
And maybe it won’t.
But I started.
And I’m going to keep going.
Four people.
Wow.
Guys, I promise there is a bunch of stuff coming. It's close.
I just keep having to do some other things, and I'm pivoting a little with the content, based on all the thinking I've been doing on the fear post I made on a bunch of platforms last week.
Stay tuned.