Lately, I’ve been trying to grow more in my faith but I’ve kinda hit a roadblock. I’m at the point where I want to pursue and follow Jesus but at the same time I don’t want to. I know I should do it but like I said I have no desire to. I’m lacking discipline in this area of my life. It’s so easy for me to put my all in Jesus one minute and the next just completely betray him. I’ve been very hard on myself about this topic for a while. I don’t know how to want to break through these things that are holding me down in my walk with the Lord. Anyways, I’m putting this out here in the group because we all go through stuff. Y’all have a great day fellas.