Went thru some stuff. It’s all good!

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Ruination and Renewal 3.28.26

It crumbled just a little more. My egos freaking out.

Who I thought I was is not. There’s so much fear and doubt

Surfacing. I’m terrified. The only thing that’s real

IS that the illusion feeds on what I think and feel.

My brain is holding on. It’s only driven to survive.

My ego scrambles, reaching for some way to stay alive.

Familiar friends, like sabotage attempt to take control.

But courage, out of nowhere rises up to save my soul.

And power, strength are surging through in spite of all this pain.

And thoughts of love for self and truth bring balance to maintain

My sanity.

My psyche‘s shaken in its tracks. It watches as parts die

And sees how all of this brings through the answer. Who am I?

I’m nothing. I am no one. And yet I am everything.

I’m here. I’m there. I’m everywhere. I’m so much. I can’t cling

To what I think I thought I knew. That part of me is dead.

I’ve been thrust into a new existence. What’s ahead?

Everything I reach for looks familiar. Yet it’s not.

My consciousness is more aware. It moves as it’s been taught.

With faith and trust that flow from somewhere deep within my heart.

And suddenly a sense of safety comforts every part.

And I can rest in knowing that I’m loved and I’m cared for.

And who and what I thought I was is not that anymore.

Namaskar

Telepathically received from the Holy Order of Yodh via Guru and Avatar ray.

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