Stop being a disappointment
Every day I wake up, and I immediately check the time, and the first thing I do, is plan my morning. Its second nature, I think about how long it will take me to get dressed, make breakfast, eat breakfast, and then exactly how long I will have to work before I must leave for school or work. Its second nature. The reason it is my first thought of the day, is because I genuinely want to win. I am not the guy that's only mad at the world at 3am, or 6pm, or 9am when school starts. From the second I wake up, to the second I go to sleep, I am thinking about winning. Whether it be in the gym, with content, editing, my habit tracker, how quickly I can make breakfast, or anything other than school work. I want to win. And so, as soon as I catch myself being lazy towards something I want to win at, I get mad, I get self conscious, I get reflective. I identify what i've done, what I should have done, and now, how to make up for my mistakes. So ask yourself, do I really want it? Do I really have what it takes? Am I really going to make it? Or will I yet again be a disappointment to myself and those relying on me.