Wow. This is the first time I have done this. It was a challenge. Challenging to focus my mind and to feel an emotion. When it came to picturing my feeling, creativity was lacking. However, the peace that came over me when breathing and picturing Jesus across the table from me was beautiful. I could do that again. 😅
As for being willing, mostly my answers were yes. However, I struggled with "willing to start running" and "willing to start...?" I think my hesitation to both of these is because starting means taking a step and taking a step means I could be wrong or make a mistake. When it comes to our spiritual lives, mistakes that are big enough could lead to death. Terrifying. So, I'm working through that. I'd like to say I am willing to start whatever it is... but it just isn't true. Yet.