When my kids were born, I had to put my dreams on the back burner to raise them as my parents didn't raise me. Did Janitorial work for 20 years, I went home and did it again for my kids. Then went back to school and did my homework in a hospital bed when I needed to find something my body can handle. I had to do what I had to do you know but I got it done. No excuses ,no complaints. I always told myself one day I can come back and dj again. I never stopped practicing for that day. I never gave up on me when someone I had invested in for many years did. That's old news. But I'm okay with it because everything is a learning experience. I just know if there is a next time, I know I will choose the next her with a lot more thought in what we both can enjoy together and that's each other. But if it doesn't happen, next life maybe? Who knows, keep dreaming! God first!