I don't know who I am or what I am
Why I am the way I am
Constantly fighting between my heart and mind
Wanting to tell everyone everything
But also afraid to speak up
Wanting to fulfill responsibilities
Being the eldest daughter of the house
But lacking the courage to do so
Maybe I have taken myself down the wrong path
Lost in the chaos of my thoughts
Trying to make sense of it all
Fearing judgment and rejection
Keeping my true self hidden
Behind a mask of strength and composure
Struggling to find my place
In a world that constantly demands perfection
The pressure weighs heavy on my shoulders
As I navigate through life's uncertainties
Trying to find my voice
In a sea of voices that drown me out
Feeling small and insignificant
In a world that expects so much
From someone who is still trying to figure it all out
I long to break free from these chains
To find the courage to be vulnerable
To embrace my flaws and imperfections
To let go of the need to control
And just be me, whoever that may be
To trust in the journey of self-discovery
And find peace within the chaos
But the fear grips me tightly
Holding me back from taking that leap of faith
Keeping me stuck in this cycle of doubt
Questioning my worth and purpose
Wondering if I will ever find my way
Through the darkness that clouds my mind
I am a puzzle with missing pieces
A canvas waiting to be painted
A story waiting to be told
But I am also a warrior
Fighting against my own insecurities
Striving to break free from my self-imposed chains
And find the strength within to rise above
So I will continue on this journey
Embracing the unknown with open arms
Trusting that in the end
I will emerge stronger, wiser, and more confident
Ready to face whatever may come
And finally discover who I truly am.