Pls lift up some prayers for me anyone who sees this. Ive been in fight mode for so long and I'm exhausted but my body is constantly fighting and I can't handle it anymore... I need peace and strength to get through this and figure everything out before I breakdown which I pretty much already am... I need a miracle 😭😭😭 I need to be able to find the help I need and know I'm not alone and can finally feel safe for once... I need to get out of here and go into a group home desperately where I'll have help and other support around. Pls pray 😭🙏 I'm abouta try to join the gym asap so I can try to get this fighting energy out so I can finally relax but even that can hurt me physically cuz I would probably be overworking myself like usual just to be ok. I need a healthier alternative that will work and stop hurting myself not like that but in other ways like overworking my body till I can't walk anymore... I know Jesus is a miracle worker. When two or more are gathered He's there in the midst 🙏🙏🙏 thank you