This year is truly starting with a lot of energy in ’all’ directions 🤪
Just as I had posted my heartfelt and grounded reflections and actions for this year my following day crashed completely ⚡️⚡️⚡️
Fight with my partner over finance, loosing all grip of myself, diving into self- pitty, cried all day could not get out of the hole 🕳️ ….🤦🏼♀️
I know full well why it happened- the lesson is there- the obstacle is the way- my boyfriend is the messanger to accelerate this necessary change in me. It hurts so much hearing it from him therefore it has huge meaning. (From someone else I’d probably just brush it off.)
A challenge is my sense of inner calling and urgency to action on my business vs his focus on the necessity for immediate money/ income through any kind of job.
I agree with him and I will try my best to do both. Be more organised and focused but I feel some lack of understanding from his part which causes friction.
The snake 🐍=me, has to shed yet another skin, to grow into the next improved version of myself. This I know and I welcome it🙏🏻 but the turmoil is exhausting 😛
🤍 Anyone feeling the same?
🤍 Any good hacks to not let challenges completely derail you? 😄