Gentlemen..hail, and well met! My name is David Dickey (as you can see above) and I am at Solomon's Table to continue my growth in the Lord and get to know more likeminded guys. You wanted truth, so here you go. I have struggled with depression on and off for most of my life, as well as both a fear of failure (I am a people pleaser) AND a fear of success (I saw how my dad was when he got money and success, and while I am not my dad, I worry about that for myself). Which when you put those three things together, tend to overwhelm me and cause me to struggle to move forward. I have gotten better over the years, but occasionally find myself stepping backwards. I own my own business so I am proud of that and have had some modicum of success, but not as much as I would like. By nature, I am not a competitive guy. I love helping other people succeed, and can usually give decent advice when it comes to that, but listening to it myself is another thing. I have a lot of dreams, and my goal over the next couple of years is to get my focus back and make those come true. To grow my relationship with the Lord, with my wife, and with those around me.