It cant rain forever... · RyanFowlerSOS

It cant rain forever...

Hey everyone, I used to frequent this group a lot and haven't been on since probably early March/April.

After my session with Ryan a couple of years ago now, I felt really great and did improve my life and situation a lot.

I then went through a redundancy last year and was forced to move back in with my folks where a lot of my issues probably stemmed from.

Well really it was from my older brother but the way they never did anything about it and gave him special treatment despite his abuse filled me with a lot of trapped resentment on top of everything else.

That's a super basic overview as this post isn't about that, but not having any money and being "Trapped" in the home where I used to be this almost mute terrified child/Adolescent really messed me up temporarily this year and last.

Since last September I have been completing a hypnotherapy course here in England, I had to travel about an hour for an intensive weekend in person teaching and then do other stuff online.

This was such a great group of positive people and between September to around spring time it was like a lifeline. I needed these people more than I should have as cutting ties with old friends for negativity kind of left me very lonely (But I don't regret that)

But things started to very slowly get better from around May, sometimes things got better only for something else to happen that ruined the original good thing.

Case in point I got a nice easy part time job that payed me weekly and they just got rid of me because who knows. I met a few girls who ended up ghosting me too, but I knew I wasn't in the best place mentally anyway.

But eventually I found work for an actual good company,(Only a month ago) its not sales its care which is great for part time work (I was so over the sales environment it wasn't really me, plus their obsession with technology that I didn't care about xD)

I've also done all the hard work on the hypnotherapy course so I'm pretty much passed! Now I have to start thinking about how I'm going to put myself out there, which is really exciting.

I'm also so very close to moving out again which is where a lot of the mental health problems over this year and last really stemmed from.

Not being in control of my life and being forced to hold my tongue as to not upset my parents saying very true things about my brother was more mentally exhausting than I would have thought.

I think it was because like Ryan says when you fix your inner problems or even some of them previous negative people/environments no longer become acceptable.

So it felt like I had done all this work and was still trapped like the younger me (Who just needed help)

This post is already super long, but I just wanted to say sometimes shit happens and happens again even after you think you're getting somewhere.

But its ok because it cant rain all the time (Love the Crow movie xD) and you can handle it when its not great and enjoy it when it is.

Anyhow great to be back, I could use some help coming up with a name for my own practice etc (Which is the last part of the course)

But things are on the up after a lot of lows, handling that the way I did and coming out the other side (Again) I would like to thank Ryan, all you likeminded guys and hypnotherapy in general :)

Being around likeminded and positive people is soooo important as a lesson I keep learning and learning again. Time to replace my old circles xD

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