We live in a culture of responsibility, logic, rationality.
How much do you really enjoy in life?
If you have a signal in your heart, even if doesnt make sense at all, go for it.
Stop making sense of it. Don't judge it.
You don't need permission or other opinions.
You need to trust in what God already put in your heart.
If it feels good, if it is in your heart, if it inspires you, go for it!