May 29 • General discussion
Finished uni
Moved out of uni for the last time yesterday and I felt really odd and glum the entire day. I haven’t personally loved uni, I love the social aspect but I’m not an academic person and I never have been. I thought to myself why I felt like this and I believe it’s because I feel like I’ve wasted 3 years of my life. All I’ve done is achieved bang average grades, got myself in £50,000 worth of debt and got into bad habits like smoking weed every day, getting up late and being inconsistent with the gym. On the drive back from uni I listened to restoring baseline episodes 4,5 and 6. I did feel a lot better after listening to those. I realised that I need to love where I am and the habits I have and I need to accept that it’s okay I’ve done those things as I can’t go back in the past. I do still feel pretty anxious about everything to be honest. It feels like in my life I have always had somewhere to run to and take the easy way out. That’s what uni was for me when I was 18 because I couldn’t be bothered to look into other routes like going to a business school or learning a trade. It’s like I can’t run away anymore and It’s time to actually become an adult which I find daunting but I know it’s what I need in my life.
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