Sometimes we want things to work the way we want them to work, and when it doesn't work the way we invision it we get discouraged.
Ive been there and still go there pretty often, but Im reminded of all the progress I made by just taking the first step and the next step and the step after that.
Give yourself some grace, then take another step. You'll look back a few months from now and laugh and say - "Im glad I never quit or stopped". We all have our moments - Make this Moment Count.