So I wanted to share with everyone a poem I wrote when 24 yrs ago when I was 13. It was written after I attempted.
Dear God don't you let me close my eyes
I'm still here I'm still alive
I walked through the snow with a shattered soul.
But still holding on to every word you told.
I let this storm run to wild
It dimmed my light it dimmed my fire
Yet I'm still just a child
My heart is wrapped full of shame
But if I loose my way will you light my flame?
Dear God don't turn away
I'm on my knees I learned to pray
With these cold cold hands
And this broken core
I'm just asking will you help me once more?