My life up until this week had been so exhausting the Fight or Flight. I was fighting Physically Emotionally and Mentally the best way I knew how. I had been through most of the therapist if not all in town The first question asked by them was my last question.
How can I help you. Why are you here.
Leaned early on saying all the surface problems would get me the TextBook answers for my problems. Once I hit them with human and drug trafficking and all the issues us parents and grandparents are dealing with due to sitting in the middle of two borders of Mexico. San Luis Mexico and Algodones Mexico. I was immediately shut down with almost the same answers from all of them. I’m sorry this is beyond my scope of expertise. I’m not sure if there is anyone qualified to help you here in Yuma Arizona. This caused a major spiral I would close up for months at a time. Then scrolled YouTube frantically in this time of my journey I had listen to tarot. meditation. Self help books. Every type of them. I grew a few collection of Crystals-MoonMagic Tools-A WitchesRituals-HerbalHealing supplies- CandleMagic. Book of Shadows-collecting. I know I am missing quit a bit more. Everything helped get me through and to the PresentMoment. Being Present. Was the hardest and Greatest Obstacle I’m still not quite there but this 1% has my momentum flowing steady. You ask do I still do all the Magical and Ritual tools. Certainly. I can reach a variety of people and their beliefs My grandbabies love watching and helping me do ALL The Things.