As I am listening to the video about the matrix, I realize that I began the transition away from the written script of society.
I have never fit into society, now more than ever. I keep trying to find a path that works.
I find a new job, thinking they will accept and appreciate my honest perspective and desire to do the right thing. Yet again, I am meet with another organization that doesn't support me and... I'm let go. They think I'm too negative, not pushing for a greater profit share that I am not allowed to share.
It seemed perfect. Helping others find a link into nature, developing community, and connection. It was all a lie, no connection, no balance, just money.Unemployed again, ruined and sad. I believe I am capable, it's shifting, but I can't find my place in this new space.