15h • Self Development HERE
As I sit with it
As I sit with it, insecurity arises. This black colored feeling,the mind convinces me to perfect this as Im writing by making it sound polished, editing a word here and there. The flow is happening, the mind is losing grip, losing its power little ny little, becoming a quiter smaller voice. The more I sit and meditate with this insecurity, the louder I hear it scream. What does it scream?
"Give me attention dear God im begging for it". With tender love and care I come right along aide my inner child, give him a big hug, grab him by the hand, say to him "hey buddy lets go play".
The mind has done its job in serving me through the years in protecting me from harm and such. Now it is time to live fully from essence. Ego is not a bad thing like the rest of the world will tell you it is. It is the attachment to the ego that can damage the relationship you have with self.
The mind is having a fit, circling rapidly as I attempt to write this. It did the same thing as I was journing earlier.
I can truly feel more freedom than Ive felt before,the grip is loosening. It feels truly fucking liberating,transformational,grounding. Real true honest change. The dictionary defines change as
to make the form, nature, content, future course, etc., of (something) different from what it is or from what it would be if left alone.
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