Maybe some one might be able to help me, I stoped having spiral thoughts and that’s is going good and all But I always had an active imagination but wondered Now that I haven’t got them I’m gone to my imagination and it’s like I’m going there for a high thinking ah yea sure he liked me and all the good things some thing hit me yesterday he didn’t like I asked him to the debs and he said no wouldn’t go. There was loads of times he could have asked me out he didn’t so I moved on with my life but whenever I feel loved I always say he liked me it’s like I go there to feel loved again hope this makes sense.