💯 I woke up in an "F-U Mood" Today 🤣 · Mystic Marc's Funky Bunch

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💯 I woke up in an "F-U Mood" Today 🤣

I would have to admit, I woke up in an "F-U Mood" today

But crazy enough, it's not the same "F-U Mood", I'm used to. That comes with the "Poor me! Why don't they love my vibe"

It's an "F-U Mood" like ... I'm DONE giving my power, giving my energy, my focus, my drive, my talents or giving my time into people, places and things, that just don't return ANY value

Things that cost me more of my power, talents or time than they're worth ... It's simply not a good investment of my resources

Most importantly! Because it keeps me chained (like the baby elephant) to the lower mindset of "not enough" or "unwanted"

And I WANT to make an IMPACT on The Collective THIS YEAR! And the ONLY way I'm going to do THAT ... is to start cutting off these dead or diseased branches, that just waste my VALUABLE and DIVINE resources

I'm not talking about, I want as much as I'm putting in ... I'm talking about things that DON'T return ... Or things that I'm putting in 2, 3 or 4x the effort than it's worth, just to keep up with people

And those people ... when we DO connect ... I can literally feel how much effort, it is for them ... just to make an effort to catch up ... after 6 months of no communication

Do I WANT to settle for "good" in life?

Or do I WANT this world to be noticably better, because I was in it?

I decide my life and my future ... by my actions

The Universe (GOD) will support me ... either ... way... I go

The wolf I feed ... WILL live!

Something I found great healing in ... was finding my story in Yeshua's life ("Jesus" real name) -- It's an exercise I urge anyone with the Bible to do. It's crazy how you can see, why your life is what it is ...

Mine was hearing the story ... of where Yeshua's mother and brothers came to Him ... You might know the story ...

Usually the story is taught like this ...

You hear of Jesus (using this name purposefully) saying ... "these are My brothers and sisters" ... As if we're family, but ONLY by faith, IF you follow The Law or His Teachings ...

The specific meaning changes, depending on the speaker / religion to telling it ... Usually taught from Luke 8:1-21, which is the only account (of 3) that supports this theory (... by the way)

Truth Is:

We've never NOT been Yeshua's family ... We cannot NOT be His family ... We all come from the SAME blood line ... Doesn't matter which you believe ... We all came from 2 humans, or by faith or just randomly came from one cell ...

Let's not get lost in arguing the specifics ... of events, no one with a pen, was there to witness 🤡🤪😘

When our story (at hand) happened ... Yeshua was traveling around ... doing ministry ... casting out devils ... teaching (Matthew 12:22-48) ... FLAT OUT making FULL BLOWN waves for The Collective!

YES He was 💪🏽💥⚡🛠️🔥

Where I found myself in this, was ... reading that passage in Mark 3:20-35 ... (JUST realized the correlation there ... "coincidence" if you believe in them 🌟 )

Yeshua was making SUCH an impact ... people started coming in, in droves ... So when Yeshua (and the 12 disciples), showed up to a celebration dinner (Jews LOVE to celebrate their GOD) ... the crowd was so big they didn't get a chance to eat

The "leaders of the church" had a CONNIPTION FIT ... and went to His family ... "Yeshua is making a scene" ... His family "came to bind Him" (as the particular translation, I found this originally had said) ... saying "He is CRAZY, losing His mind, we need to stop Him"

I've been faced with having to choose my path (my plan and purpose) for my family (who doesn't see it) ... a few times in my life ... In different ways and extents ...

Each time has been scary ... But has catapulted me into something wonderful

Later in the story (Matthew 19:16-30) ... Yeshua continued His ministry ... And a teacher of The Law ... Someone who studies all the time, a Rabbi (a pastor) ... realizing he's done ALL THE THINGS, "the Bible says you're supposed to do. What do I STILL lack?”

Yeshua responds ... all the things you've put your trust in ... is the chain that keeps the elephant, thinking it can't escape ... because the first time you may have tried, you may just not have known how

Am I saying leave your Mom and Dad? NO!

Am I saying you'll lose what you invest? NO!

What I AM saying is ... I'm betting it ALL on The Universe ... NOT what the news says, the stock market "should do"

What I AM saying is ... ANYTHING I wasn't WILLING to give up, has been taken from me ... BUUUUUUTTTTT EVERY SINGLE TIME ... I've gotten SO MUCH MORE in return ... IF I was WILLING to lose it

The more people I help ... the more I see this to be universally true ... Those who change / grow ... are willing to lose their investment of time and effort ... and gain so much more

But often ... those who aren't willing ... those who are white knuckling, the life they DON'T like ... because they're afraid of losing anything ... Usually lose it

As they say in the stock market, "Scared money, don't make no money". And the more you put in, the more you'll get out

But we're not playing the stock market, that shifts with whatever a switch in the Matrix wants it to do ... Like we're puppets on a string ...

NO! We're peers with the Divine Universe, Co-Creators of our lives!

If we sow apple seeds, we will get apples. Maybe not tomorrow. But at some point you will, and then it'll continue to bear apples from there on (if you take care of the tree)

The more of your day, you focus towards your desired life ... feeding that wolf ... the quicker you'll have the new life you want ... The more of your old life you feed, the more entitled it seems to become ...

Or is that just me?

And my purpose ... like Yeshua ... it doesn't matter, who I have to leave behind ... Because my purpose wasn't for my family ... It was for The Collective

At the beginning of Matthew ... leading up to the situation at hand ... Yeshua was tested by "the teachers" ... to which He answered ... "For this reason (his purpose), a man will leave his father and mother (the things we've always relied on). To be united to his wife (create something that's our own)" - Matthew 19:5

The bigger the impact one has, the less of a metaphor this seems to be ...

Yeshua said, "A prophet has little honor in his hometown, among his relatives, on the streets he played in as a child" They weren't able get over their stubbornness. He left and made a circuit of the other villages, teaching, healing

You know why?

Because they remember changing our diaper ... or just in general ... the mistakes we made, finding our way ... with little support ... so YES it was messy ... just to give them more reasons to discount our vision

Which is why the teachers went to his family, to test Him in that too ... A mother who ... Remember ... (is said to) have had immaculate conception ... SHE'S doubting the child THAT created ... For THIS purpose ..

Why am I surprised my adopted mother doesn't see my vision? Why am I upset that a "spiritual mother" doesn't see it either? Why am I surprised I'm not for everyone?

MY power comes back to ME in saying ...

I'm ok, with walking away from, all that keeps me chained, to that feeling of too much (or not enough)

Why? Because I know that I AM for SOME people, NOT all

And THOSE are the people who DESERVE my attention, my efforts and my time

Thank you all for everything ... Every one of you seeing this

I will continue to do what I can to help US make an impact THIS YEAR! We TOGETHER can impact The Collective THIS YEAR ... Thank you ALL for your participation as well 🙏🏽

These testimonials will help others coming in ... to see the value of showing up for YOURSELF!!!!

I'm proud of YOU!!

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