Growing up I had a few friends and no foes so I thought. I was nice to everyone and was welcome to talk with them but I was not invited or included in anything. My non friends were honest and my friends were getting into trouble hoping I would stay committed to this grand behavior. I missed so many opportunities staying committed to the wrong ideas with negative rewards. I wish I had nobody and followed my hobbies of art, music and building things. Weed was a best friend and it got me the most trouble the most resources spent for not really getting much rewards. I was satisfied with less which can be an option at some point but young people should avoid drugs as much as possibly so they can be allowed to build.