Hi everyone ♡ My name is Maria but you can call me Mimi! I’m 25 years old and honestly at this point KPOP/JPOP/TPOP is not just a hobby for me anymore, it’s a huge part of my life 🫶
The first group that introduced me to kpop was BTS and I’ll forever be grateful to them. If it wasn’t for BTS, I probably wouldn’t be where I am today, wouldn’t chase my dreams and would’ve never fallen in love with Korean culture, music and language. Because of them I started learning Korean and now I’ve been studying it for 4 years already ♡ One of my biggest dreams is to become fluent one day and finally feel confident speaking Korean in real life.
I’m from Poland and I’m a HUGE multistan, which means my playlists are completely chaotic and my camera roll is full of idol screenshots 😭 I listen to almost everyone, but my ult groups are &TEAM, ENHYPEN, TXT, BOYNEXTDOOR, ZB1, ATEEZ, SKZ and BTS ♡
Bias line because apparently I love emotional suffering:K, Nicho & EJ (&TEAM), Heeseung & Jake (ENHA), Soobin (TXT), Sungho (BND), Hanbin (ZB1), Seonghwa (ATEEZ), Han (SKZ) and Yoongi/SUGA (BTS) 🫠
And yes… my bias list changes all the time because certain idols refuse to let me live peacefully 😭 Especially Maki from &TEAM who randomly entered my life just to destroy my bias list for fun.
I’m also an OG LUNÉ since DAY ONE — from I-LAND to now, always standing by their side ♡ Watching &TEAM grow over the years made me really emotionally attached to them and honestly sometimes I feel like a proud mom watching my teamies grow 😭 Seeing how much they improved, how hard they worked and how close they became genuinely makes me emotional sometimes. At this point they’re honestly one of my biggest comfort groups.
K especially has me fighting for my life daily because his stage presence is INSANE. Nicho constantly makes me lose my sanity and I genuinely don’t know what kind of magic is hidden in his eyes because every time I look at him I feel hypnotized 😭 There’s something so calm, deep and comforting in the way he looks at people that it’s impossible to look away once he catches your attention.
Euijoo can literally smile once and suddenly my entire mood improves 😭 He honestly has such a comforting aura that it’s impossible not to smile while looking at him. I completely understand why the members always cling to him for positive energy because you can genuinely feel that warmth even through the screen 🥹 And the fact that the members said they’ve never actually seen him angry makes him even more precious to me. I genuinely loved him since I-LAND the moment I saw him in that pink sweater 😭 EJ is genuinely one of the sweetest people ever and Fuma’s smile deserves its own fandom at this point, but then he steps on stage and suddenly becomes dangerously attractive for absolutely no reason 😭 Maki is genuinely one of the most talented all-rounders ever and the way he can go from chaotic to sexy in 0.2 seconds needs to be studied 😭 Jo is honestly so unintentionally funny and adorable at the same time, Yuma deserves way more appreciation for how talented and hardworking he is, Harua somehow manages to be both cute and dangerous for my mental stability, and Taki will forever be everyone’s chaotic little brother 🫶
Honestly I love all 9 of them so much and watching their bond grow over the years genuinely became one of my favorite things ever. What makes me love them even more is how natural their relationships feel. K knowing Taki since he was only 14, Yuma and Nicho going from barely talking after a fight to becoming inseparable, or Taki and Harua going from awkward strangers in &AUDITION to actual besties now 😭 And it’s always the small moments too — like everyone immediately going quiet whenever JO wants to speak so he feels comfortable enough to talk. Those little details say everything about how much respect and love they have for each other. I think that’s what makes &TEAM feel so special to me. They don’t try to act perfect all the time. They show their hard moments too, but no matter what happens you can always see how genuinely happy they are when they’re together 🥹💕
ENHYPEN are another group I became really attached to over the years 😭 Heeseung and Jake especially always have me weak. TXT are literally my healing group and Soobin is one of the most comforting idols ever. Seonghwa from ATEEZ? Unreal honestly. Han from SKZ is the perfect mix of chaos and talent and Yoongi… that man genuinely changed lives.
Outside of kpop I’m deeply addicted to BLs and kdramas. I always say “just one episode” and suddenly it’s 5am and I’m emotionally attached to fictional characters again 😭 I also love watching edits, fancams, survival shows and funny idol compilations instead of acting like a normal adult.
I really love meeting new people so please talk to me about your favorite groups, biases, dramas or literally anything because once I start talking about kpop I genuinely never shut up 🫶
P.S I apologize for a long long text haha