Hi everyone, Over the last month or so I have been in the recording studio for a podcast I am starting.
My goal was to produce at least a months worth of episodes before my 4th child is born (who is due 8/31). I decided to release one episode per week and I have succeeded in doing that! 🥳 The goal I set for myself was to schedule and release them when she is born to spend the time needed to heal and bond with her. However, I noticed something I was doing.
I was stalling. I noticed there was fear holding me back by putting it on the back burner of "when she is born". I have no real tangible idea of when she will arrive. That awareness did something inside of me. It lit me ablaze. Yesterday, I announced my podcast and posted my first content of what brought me to starting a podcast. I, now, have it scheduled to release this weekend.
The feelings I am having are really all over the place. I have no idea if this is the right time with being in my 9th month of pregnancy and if it would be well received. However, as I was editing my first episode, it clicked what Aaron and Vic talk about, it's not about me. This feels so good that I want to do it and I don't have any desire to stop myself from doing it. I know and trust that who is meant to find the messages will. I trust and know that this is the start of something I have no idea where it will lead but I do know that it is adding value to the world. That is what is most important to me.
When I started to feel the pull to share my experiences and story of coming home to myself, I had the desire, this inner fire to connect to others and let anyone who listens they aren't alone in this journey; that there is so many different ways in which we traverse this life.
It was a little nerve wrenching to share something so deeply personal with the public. Man oh man, was I blown away by the massive amount of support from my friends and family when I released my first post. I had tried to start something with my Meditation Coaching a few years back and didn't have as much support as I thought I would from my friends and family. Having it now, in this space, solidified for me that I am in alignment and this is truly my purpose. I get lost in this and lose track of time when I am in that flow state, in that space. It doesn't feel like work, it feels like release and love, like play.
I am happy to share in this success of leaping into the unknown and following my purpose. Thank you to everyone here for sharing your stories and lessons along the way as it has been inspiring to me! 🙏
💖Tru