I haven't told my story on here quite yet but I wanted to share a bit about me. I come from a loving family. My Dad was amazing and still is in the other side. But I was molested at a young age which I never told anyone until later in life. I was raped at the age of 18 and lost my virginity that way. I think because of those things I chose abusive men to be with. I have been through three very abusive men. There were also some good guys in between that I let go because deep down I didn't feel like I deserved to be treated right. I am not telling you all of this for sympathy. I can't stand getting that look from people. Which is why I keep my story to myself mostly. But I have been a lot of spiritual and emotional growth in the last couple years and I have decided that I want to help other women like me. I want to help pull women out of despair and self loathing. I want to help women learn to love themselves again so that they want tolerate bad treatment anymore. To heal from terrible things and still be open to love. I am here to talk, ask questions. I encourage discussion on here. This is a safe space for you to do so. And even though I am religious I will not try to convert you. I just want to be a shoulder for you. Please join me in healing and helping others to heal.