**Chapter 3**
The sounds rose from the valley, distant thunder slipping into stormy weather Celine could not deny.
Hoofbeats first — many of them, pounding hard along the valley road. They bore a rhythm so intense, her stomach clenched. Next were voices, carried by strong winds where each dissipated just as they reached Celine’s ears. Then steel. She knew that sound now in a way she had not until two days ago when Voss’ steel sword hit scabbard. The ring and scrape of blade on blade, the percussion of it rising and falling — the horrible music of men killing each other in the mud below. It was the sound that had taken Amma from her, and no amount of distance softened it.
Celine pressed herself against the wall beside the window, her shoulder blades flat against the cold stone, her chin lifted as though stillness itself might protect her. Not in front of it. She had learned that much. Her hands found each other in the folds of her shift and held on, fingers lacing together the way they had when she was small and the dark felt too large, back when Amma’s hand had always been there to close around both of hers and make the dark smaller. There was no hand now. There was only the wall and the cold and the sounds rising from below.
Through the bare branches she could see movement — dark shapes against the pale morning, horses wheeling and plunging, men struggling at the margins of her sight. Too far, too obscured to make out faces or colors or who was winning. She was grateful for that, at least. Yesterday she had imagined battle as something from the illuminated pages of Amma’s books — banners bright against a clean sky, swords catching the light like something noble. There was nothing noble in what rose from the valley. Only chaos. Iron striking iron. The shriek of a horse in terror. What was worse than the man’s shouting was the particular silence that followed. The hum held steady in her chest through all of it. That low, warm pulse, patient and unhurried, the one constant that had not abandoned her when everything else had, did not quicken in alarm. It did not press her toward the window or away from it. It held, like a hand, waiting to be read. Blindly, her fingers found the leather pouch at her waist and pressed against it, feeling for the familiar shapes inside: the edges of the cards, and beneath them the smooth weight of the Sorvaine. She did not take it out. Not yet. Only holding it through the leather, the way she had held Amma’s hand in the dark when she was smaller, needing only to know it was there.
She pulled her attention from the window and made herself see the room. She had not truly looked at anything once she arrived in the wet dark, only moved through the space to collapse onto the settee, waiting with each breath to see if she would survive the night. Now the grey morning light found the hidden details she had missed. There was a cold hearth, dark with old ash, a grate swept clean as though someone had tended it recently with care. Amma had remembered to put in the green settee with its quilt sliding toward the floor. What seemed to comfort her most were the Book of Illuminations lying against the pillow and the harp set on its stool in the corner, silent and waiting. Amma had provided everything a child alone would need, not just for sustenance but for comfort. Knowing this made the room feel both safer and unbearable, because the hands that had prepared it would not be coming through the door.
Outside, somewhere below the hill, a man screamed.
The sound ripped through the morning so suddenly that Celine’s whole body flinched against the wall. For one unguarded instant she was back in the library — the smell of candle smoke and old leather and then something sharper beneath it, the sound of boots on stone, Amma rising from her chair with a stillness that was not calm but something harder than calm, something that had already counted the cost and accepted it. The shock in her eyes when the blade found her. The way she had fallen, not all at once but in stages, as though some part of her was still trying to remain upright. Celine pressed both hands against her mouth and held them there, breathing through her fingers, forcing the image back down into the place she had been storing things that could be suppressed, at least for now.
She made herself breathe. In, slow. Out slower. The way Amma had taught her when the gift pressed too hard and the world threatened to come apart beneath her feet.
Feel the stone, Amma’s voice said in her memory, clear and unhurried as though she were standing just behind her left shoulder. Feel the weight of yourself upon it. You are here. You are real. Begin there.
The stone was cold beneath her feet. She pressed her soles flat against it and held the sensation — the unyielding solidity of it, the particular chill that had nothing to do with fear and everything to do with simple physical fact. She was here. The stone was here. Whatever else they had taken from her, those two things remained.
The screaming stopped.
Then, between one ragged breath and the next, everything stopped. The steel, the shouting, the horses. All of it gone at once, swallowed by the morning so completely that the silence felt unnatural — a held breath rather than a true quiet. She stood in the ringing emptiness that followed, her heart still hammering against her ribs as though it had not received the news yet, and waited to understand what the silence meant.
Over some distant part of her thought at last. It is over.
But the battle’s end did not tell her who had won. She did not know who had come riding hard down the valley road or why. Amma had promised her, in the last muted minutes before everything broke apart, that someone who loved her would come to this place. Amma assured her that she would not be abandoned in this place and that a loved one would arrive. Promises made in the last minutes before disaster could not account for everything, and the space between ‘someone is coming’ and ‘they arrived in time’ felt very wide this morning.
She stayed against the wall while the cold sank deeper through her shift, her feet going numb against the stone floor. She closed her eyes and let Dominus’ prayer rise through her the way Amma had taught her to use it — not as a desperate plea flung upward into silence, but as an anchor, something to hold while the world steadied itself around her.
Light of Dominus, remain before me.
Wall of Dominus, stand behind me.
Hand of Dominus, shelter me from harm.
In danger, do not forsake me.
In sorrow, soften what grief would harden.
As the stars endure above the sea,
So let Your mercy endure over me.
The words moved through her, worn smooth with use. She had said this prayer a thousand times in Amma’s sitting room, kneeling on the cushion Amma kept beside the hearth for exactly this purpose, her small hands folded inside Amma’s larger ones. She said it alone, and it was not the same.
At last, when she could no longer bear the stillness, she moved.
Her legs carried her to the settee without consulting the rest of her. She sank onto it, chin dropped toward her chest, eyes half-closed against the grey light, needing something to hold that was not grief or silence or cold. Her hands found the edge of the quilt that had slipped half off the cushion, pooled against the corner, and pulled it toward her.
She stopped.
She had not looked at the cloth the night before. Having arrived wet, cold and terrified, she had pulled it over herself on impulse. Now she shook it open across her lap with both hands, in the thin grey morning light, and her breath left her.
Amma’s quilt. Her whole life, Celine witnessed the creation of this legacy her grandmother meant for her and generations of daughters to come.
“Every piece of this quilt remembers the memory sewn within,” she had said on evenings when the fire burned low and the library settled into solitude. Celine never hesitated to curl up beside the older lady’s warmth, watching those deft fingers work, the needle rising, dipping, rising again with unwavering patience. When a curious little girl asked questions, Amma answered by imparting more mystery than explanation.
“What is so special about this quilt, Amma? You have sewn others and finished them, all but this one…this one is like an altar cloth for Dominus which is never completed.” Without missing a stitch, Amma explained.
“Our Spirits are helping me instill just the right ingredients to ensure the quilt can provide cover and solace for many lifetimes. Not one inch must be vulnerable to destruction. Such work requires a commitment for success.” She would never say more. Celine acknowledged there was magic within the patches, for Amma insisted it lived and breathed to her.
“How does the gold thread stay illuminated?” She queried after brushing over soft strands which glowed in front of her. Amma smiled conspiratorially.
“Only those who believe see how Dominus Himself blesses this quilt for you. Naught can be explained to a little girl, but in the future she may gain knowledge with scrutiny.” Celine would close her eyes with frustration and a little humor. Amma refused to be coerced, no matter how often a little girl tried. Celine had to discover the Hope Quilt’s intricacies for herself.
Amma always folded her work away at the end of an evening, tucking it into a special cedar chest in the library. Waiting for the day when the quilt was ready for the world had passed Celine by. Now she fingered each soft piece of the puzzling picture with love, taking in every inch to commit it to memory as if she would ever forget.
The quilt was large — far larger than it had any right to be given how small it had folded, large enough to wrap around her and still pool at her feet. By placing interspersed colors of blue, cream, and gold, Amma had created a world beckoning to the beholder with an offer of serenity. The background was the deep particular blue of the sky an hour before full dawn, pieced from dozens of cut squares, each a different shade. Across this sky, Amma had sewn an entire world.
Mountains rose along the lower edge of the quilt, deep blue fading into grey and forest green, their peaks touched by a strange light that seemed to live inside the stitching itself. Below them, a meadow unfolded in every direction, crowded with white flowers, blue blossoms, daisies, and smaller wildflowers Celine did not know by name. They were all sewn apart from each other to create a tranquil scene.
Above the mountains, clouds billowed in thick cream thread, layered enough to seem heavy with coming rain. Then, through the storm, light broke across the landscape in a wash of gold — the soft, living warmth that comes only after darkness has passed.
Celine’s breath caught.
A rainbow curved through the upper corner of the quilt, stitched so that she almost mistook it for a trick of the firelight. She lifted the fabric closer, her fingers tightening against the edge.
At the centre of it all stood an apparition hard to conceive, impossible to ignore. The figure sewn into the quilt was a young woman dressed in flowing blue, her gown falling in deep folds to the embroidered ground below her. She was a nymph, Celine decided, a nymph with sleeves wide and trailing, and tiny gold stars shimmered across the bodice. Dark hair lifted around her shoulders as though a wind moved inside the quilt that did not move inside the room.
Her hands opened before her, palms upward.
From them poured light.
A river of golden thread wound through the stitched meadow, curving between flowers, streams, and distant mountains as though breathing life into the world around her. Gold thread was costly, yet here it shimmered with something beyond wealth — promises not yet fulfilled, lives not yet begun. Though dark clouds gathered behind the figure, warmth and peace lingered wherever the light touched. A faint rainbow arched through the mountains in the distance, soft as a blessing after grief.
There was gentleness in the woman’s face, but strength as well. She looked less like a queen than a guardian of forgotten things.
Tracing the glowing thread back toward the figure, Celine stilled.
Hope’s face.
The Nymph of Hope was familiar.
For one startled heartbeat, she could not understand why it should be until recognition settled over her all at once. Unbidden tears filled Celine’s eyes again as the truth finally revealed itself.
Amma had transformed her image into the Nymph of Hope. Celine questioned such an action at first. Had Dominus or the spirits guided her fingers to sew with such precision? Did it matter? With a semblance of joy the abandoned child flung her perfect quilt around her shivering shoulders. In seconds, wrapped in the soft fabric, Celine felt first the approaching heat of a layered blanket. In the next instant, she realized Amma’s bounty in the quilt gave her all she needed. Dominus was radiating his incandescence into hers, his blessing as Amma had promised. Celine smiled.
“I am loved,” she whispered. “Amma loves me. Dominus loves me. I will never be alone.”