I was struggling with this topic of forgiveness the other day. May 2nd, 2026 was supposed to be my 40th wedding anniversary in a perfect world. My marriage didn't exist in that perfect world. Because of the death of that marriage, my children and I really suffered. It was so emotional for all of us. My grown kids are now 36 to 45. Now that I can talk to them as battle scarred adults, I have been crying more about it now, now that they can tell me with adult words, full sentences and some life experiences behind them, how certain events affected them. It's heart breaking. On May 2nd, 2026, after having a long conversation with my only son, I realized that I had been mourning so deeply for two things. One was the future we had planned so intentionally (that I would never taste or see) and for the apology. That is never going to happen (unless God does a huge miracle). So I decided to write some thoughts about that in a few ways. I posted a couple of blogs on my website that you might find interesting. I'd love some feedback... have you gone through some forgiveness hotspots? I knew that if I didn't free myself, I'd never get anything moving for my own life. So here we go!