Today sort of felt all over the place on this faith journey. The Lord woke me up at 3:30am to be with Him because I had too many thoughts of concerns and scattered to do lists going on in my head, in my half sleep.
So I went in my prayer closet and was reminded of Matthew 6:34 “So do not worry about tomorrow; for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."
What is causing my mind the MOST stagnation right now?
The Lord showed me that I needed to enforce my daughter's NEED to get a walking routine, to help heal her runners knee. (Something thats been on and off plaguing her for 6 years.)
It was emotionally, and spiritually draining me, causing a domino effect of my thoughts to bombard me.
Knowing that I had to "enforce" this filled my body with panic. She is on the autism spectrum and gives VERY STRONG resistance to change, but I knew that I must obey the Lord.
After sending her off to school I shifted gears towards working on Sozo. I was feeling optimistic when I got a phone call from the school nurse that my daughter's knee was swollen and being iced and that I should schedule an appointment and get her meds and crutches, but that she didn't want to leave school..... I ended that call and could feel the spirit of doubt, sadness, and fear talking to me! In the moment of quietly sulking in the feelings, I grabbed my phone, to distract, for a moment and read a DM from our sister ! While reading it my spirit told me its time for warfare. We are all family and have to stand with each other! (I honestly wanted to sulk a bit longer) but knew that I couldn't. There's a battle at hand and I had to fight. I wrote out and recorded The Declaration of Healing prayer to upload in the classroom. It challenged me! The computer kept glitching, I kept stumbling over my words while recording, I felt tired of fighting with the enemy etc...all the things!! But by the time I started yelling at sickness, disease, and pain something ROSE UP in my spirit and I felt a shift!
My daughter came home limping, I iced her knee and elevated it. After dinner I could hear the Lord tell me, take her on a walk without the knee brace.👀👀um ok. So I said, " hey, I'm going for a walk, you want to go?" To my surprise, she said yes😳. "Don't wear the knee brace and let's see what happens."
"OK Mom." She limped about half through the first couple blocks and suddenly wasn't limping anymore as she talked to me for 20 straight minutes (no breaks🤭). I dont even think she noticed that she'd stopped limping!
She then asks, "Mom, is there anything that God is telling you to do concerning any of us?"
Me:"We'll yes but I've been nervous that you wouldnt receive it."
Her: "If its concerning me you have to tell me."
I told her God wanted her to walk home from school to strengthen her knee and she said I can do it🤯
Ok so what just happened????