12d • WEEKLY RITUAL LETTER
The Weekly Ritual Letter
Whatttup buttercups…So much love. What happened behind the scenes that nobody else has really seen?… I guess it’s the difference between scrambling for money and manifesting money and creating abundance or trying to force money to appear where it can’t appear. And there’s this… that’s what’s happening behind the scenes. I know I kind of brush past it casually in my content but yeah, money is a serious thing for me. I don’t have a car so I’m trying to scramble for money to pay for all the mechanic stuff and then I want to move forward in the build so I want to create certain things that I seem to not be able to be doing yet, like until I get money I can’t do them. So that’s what’s happening behind the scenes. But also I love numbers. Everything’s a numbers game. Everything can be found in the universe, everything appears in mysterious ways. That’s why I love manifestation and tuning into that too.
So having the winter solstice this week it made it feel like I know I planted the seeds and I’m birthing it, I just have to not dig it up. Like it will be birthed soon. Water tanks, power, everything will just be here. I don’t know how it will arrive but it will. And the lesson I keep coming back to this week…it’s patience. And surrender to patience. And how do I stay grounded when things aren’t happening in the timeframe I need them to happen or want them to happen. And maybe the lesson in that is I haven’t learned it yet so I just have to stay present. And practice the ability to stay regulated whilst everything feels like it’s not falling into place yet. Not that everything is falling apart… but not yet falling into place. Sometimes you’re in the in between and staying regulated and grounded is how you get to the next part.
Especially when you’re not in control of it. I’m not in control of how long my car is going to take. I’m not in control of a lot of things. So staying regulated while that’s happening, staying grounded in the present moment, grounded in what you can control instead of what you can’t. And how this week made me feel… I was grounded but I was overwhelmed. I was hopeful whilst exhausted. Grateful, excited, fuck yes. Uncertain. There’s so much uncertainty. Peaceful sometimes.
And I guess…hi, welcome to Aimee. I’m autistic. And I didn’t get the one where I’m just highly emotionally regulated and simple, I got the one where I can feel everything all at once. I can feel so stressed about my car but also like “oh well, don’t have a car, this is just my life right now” and just cruise through it. It’s this complexity of me. I feel all of it. And what I keep coming back to is when I’m in the present moment you can’t feel them all in the same way. You feel them all when you’re in the past and present and future at the same time, when you’re thinking too much. And don’t let those things unravel you. Stay present. Stay grounded.
You can’t rush things. You can’t force things. You’re only in control of your emotions and your response to the world, not the world around you. That doesn’t mean you can’t create your reality though. This is the confusion in the spiritual world. Yes, all of that is happening but if you can master your emotions and your nervous system and how you present yourself in the world, the world starts presenting itself differently to you. There’s this mirror. So no matter what the fuck is going on I’m always showing up happy as fuck. That’s why you see me joyful in that space because that’s how I want to represent my world. And if I get to create a world, which I am building in real life and online through content, it’s showing up in that manner. Not as a character. As a vibration. Create your vibration.
This weeks magic. Language. My magic is in language. Language is magical. I keep getting told I speak too fast, take a breath, are you taking little breaths in between, are you spitting rhymes like Eminem… and my response is no, I’m spitting monologues. The rhythm and capacity of language…as I’m speaking I’m already hearing the next thing I’m going to say. I already know the joke before it lands. It’s funny as fuck in my brain. There’s the magic. My brain is this beautiful space to be in. It’s chaotic sometimes but I’m in control of that. I love being in creation mode because that’s where the magic lives.
But I’ve got to put the CEO mindset on, which is why this is week two of the weekly ritual letter, because I need to ritualise my gifts being gifted instead of just created. So the magic in language is my creation. It’s written, it’s spoken. This letter is literally spoken first as a monologue and then captured and restructured. That’s pretty fucking dope.
“A cowboy rode into town on a horse on Friday, stayed three days and left on Friday. How did he do it?” I’ll leave that with you.
This week has been grounding as fuck. Because grounding means I can stay grounded. If you’re not practising being grounded, how can you be grounded? It’s like driving. If you’re not driving, you’re not driving. So if you’re not practising grounding, how are you actually staying grounded? You’ve got to practise it. The mountain pose, Tadasana, is exactly that. A mountain is always grounded through chaos, wind, storms, lightning, everything. It stays. That’s the practice. And it looks easy from the outside but it’s not. It’s actually really hard to stay still and grounded when you’re ungrounded. And the breathwork I’ve been doing naturally is the “ahhh” exhale, releasing stagnation through sound because sound is magic.
Future me. The goal is consistency in my consistency. Not getting caught in creativity loops and allowing the CEO mindset of me to create what I need to create to sustain myself here. Because the financial reality is that everything I own is through Bluemoon School. That is my only income. And right now it’s basically nothing. Like I can’t sustain myself from it yet… but I want to. So the discipline is turning creation into something that sustains me while I learn how to do that.
And this week reminded me that I’m in control of me. My nervous system. My response. My emotions. Even though I feel all of it, it’s about regulating it all. And when I found yoga I realised… there’s the magic and the medicine. There’s the medicine and the magic.
Around the Bush Fairy Headquarters This Week
Behind the scenes this week looked like…
- Trying to navigate the tension between scrambling for money and trusting manifestation while real-world costs (mechanics, car repairs, build materials) sit right in front of me
- Living in the in-between of wanting things to move forward physically with the build but being blocked by timing, money flow, and logistics
- Moving through the winter solstice energy of planting seeds and resisting the urge to “dig them up early” before they’re ready
- Feeling the emotional weight of uncertainty while still staying in motion — building, filming, creating, replying, and holding everything at once
- Experiencing the contrast between overwhelm and gratitude, exhaustion and excitement, sometimes all in the same hour
- Noticing how much of my nervous system work is about staying regulated when I’m not in control of external timelines (especially the car situation and waiting periods)
- Stepping into a new level of visibility online, with more people arriving into my space and trying to stay grounded while holding that growth
- Building a new rhythm of life where consistency, discipline, and creation are starting to become survival tools as much as creative expression
THE RITUALS
Grounding Theme — Why this week is about grounding
This week is about grounding because everything in me has been learning what it actually means to stay steady when life doesn’t feel steady. Not the kind of grounding that looks peaceful and perfect, but the kind you practise when things are uncertain, delayed, messy, or out of your control. When you can’t speed things up. When you can’t force outcomes. When you’re sitting in the in-between and your nervous system wants answers faster than life is giving them. Grounding becomes the practice of returning to what is here. Not what should be here, not what you wish was here, but what is actually here in this moment. This is the work underneath everything this week learning that stability isn’t something you wait for externally, it’s something you build internally while everything else is still moving.
Yoga
Mountain Pose (Tadasana)
This week’s yoga practice is Mountain Pose, not because it’s simple, but because it asks you to become steady in yourself. To stand, or sit, and feel the weight of your body meet the ground without trying to escape it. It’s a reminder that stillness is not absence of movement it is presence inside it. Mountain Pose becomes a practice of choosing stability from within, especially when life feels unstable outside of you. It’s the body learning how to stay rooted even when everything around you feels like it’s shifting, changing, or uncertain. You are not trying to be a perfect mountain you are learning how to return to it.
Meditation
Grounding Practice
This week’s meditation is a grounding return to the present moment. Not to fix anything, not to solve anything, but to drop out of the spiral of thinking forward and backwards and come back into what is actually happening right now. It’s a practice of noticing breath, noticing body, noticing where you are without trying to change it. Because so much of this week has been about mental time travel into what needs to be done, what hasn’t arrived yet, what feels uncertain. This meditation brings you back into the only place anything can actually be held: the present.
Breathwork
“Ahh” Exhale Release
This week’s breathwork is the natural “ahh” exhale the kind that releases without effort. Not forcing breath patterns, not controlling, but allowing sound to become release. A soft letting go through the body that tells the nervous system: you are safe enough to soften. The exhale becomes the reset point. The moment where holding drops. Where pressure releases. Where the body gets permission to stop bracing against life for just a moment. It is grounding through release rather than effort.
Oracle Card
Surrender to Grounding
This week’s oracle message is simple: grounding is not something you achieve, it is something you return to. The message is about trusting the slow pace of life right now, even when the mind wants acceleration. It’s the reminder that you are not behind, you are not stuck you are in process. And the pause you are in is not empty, it is actively shaping what comes next, even if you can’t see it yet.
You will find the full ritual video lesson for each inside there’s classroom “The Weekly Ritual”
Bluemoon School Classroom Highlight
Winter Solstice Ritual
Winter Solstice has been celebrated across cultures for thousands of years as a time of reflection, intention, and rebirth. It marks the longest night of the year and the turning point where the light slowly begins returning. Ancient traditions used this time to honour endings, celebrate survival, and consciously choose what would be carried forward into the next season. Inside this ritual, I’ve adapted those ancient ideas into something we can actually practise in modern life.
The heart of the ritual is simple but powerful: writing a letter to yourself. You can write a letter to be opened in six months at Summer Solstice, allowing your future self to witness what you’ve grown through, created, healed, and become. Or you can write a letter to yourself one year from now and open it at next year’s Winter Solstice, creating a beautiful conversation between who you are today and who you’re becoming.
ENERGETICS OF NEXT WEEK
Next week feels like a continuation of grounding, but with a subtle shift in momentum like things are still slow on the surface, but underneath there’s movement starting to build again. We’re still in that post-solstice threshold energy, where the light has reached its lowest point and now slowly begins to return, which always brings this quiet sense of “something is forming, even if I can’t see it yet.”
There’s a strong Cancer season undertone which brings everything back to emotional safety, nervous system regulation, home, body, and internal foundations. It’s not about pushing forward aggressively it’s about stabilising what you’re building so it can actually hold what’s coming next. So next week feels like: less forcing, more anchoring. Less urgency, more structure forming underneath the surface. There may also be moments where clarity flickers in not full answers, but small signals that things are aligning slowly in the background. The work is not to speed it up, but to notice it without collapsing back into control or panic. It’s a week of staying with your own rhythm while life reorganises itself around you quietly.
Final Thoughts
This week is a reminder that grounding is not passive it is an active practice of staying inside yourself while everything else moves. Nothing about this process has to be rushed. Nothing about it needs to be forced. What is being built is happening in layers, not leaps.
Gratitude
Thank you for being here, for reading, for returning each week, and for stepping into this ritual space with me. I’ll meet you back here next Friday. Same ritual. Same rhythm. Different time. Different letter.
Love Aimee Bluemoon🧚♂️
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