Everyone wants to ascend but no one wants to go deep and do the work.
Everyone wants to claim positive affirmations
all the while knowing that their nervous system
feels the truth long before they do.
We can lie to everyone except ourselves.
Our souls.
I went looking for love in all the wrong places.
I looked everywhere
Everywhere except inside myself.
Inside was a little girl dying to be noticed.
Dying to be hugged.
So I overcompensated.
I gave too much.
And asked for too little.
I settled for small and numb instead of realizing I had done the work and then some.
All that was lacking was belief in myself.
But there comes a time in this lifetime or the next.
The dark night of the soul will show you more about God and yourself than all the days at Sunday school combined did.
So prepare and face what you fear.
Or prepare to fear what you don’t face.
I came out the other side a different woman.
Some days I think it is me being jaded.
But nope..
I remember the lesson and know that I am not.
That is just the ego’s way of trying to loop you
back in.
Because feeling righteous is one of the best tricks the devil ever played on us.
It has you thinking you are doing God’s work while silently depleting your tank and dimming your shine.
I am prepared to walk away from anyone or anything that steals my peace or doesn’t serve my highest good.
So with love and compassion I keep an open heart and a present mind.
It is all a game. A fun one at that.
Play as you see fit.
God is love.
That includes loving yourself and telling people to kick rocks.
If you want to know who the closest ones are to God?
They are the broken ones.
Except they are not broken…
Only temporarily misguided
Until they remember
All they had to do was click their shoe
three times.
The magic was inside of them all along.
There is no place like home.
There is no place like home.
There is no place like home.
Chris Belize 🪷☀️🏝️