Feb 23 • General discussion
You left
You left my emotions at the door. Not even looking back. You left this smile I once had into a frown and now I don't even want to turn around, not ever letting you see my face again the back is all you will see on the back end. You hurt my heart and that was just the beginning of this broken heart.
You took all of what I had left in me to give, what little I thought I had left in me, pouring it slowly on the floor as I watched!! Why me is all I could say? I thought you felt the same way, but I was wrong and plenty of times you have shown me that the feelings were not mutual and I decided to look the other way. Telling myself to give you a chance you just need time maybe it is me moving too fast. Knowing you would come around once you see all the love I have in me. No!! That hasent happend either wanting to be with you every second, every minute; losing myself in the moment holding on to a feeling that I didn't want to lose, getting blinded by the light of love. Holding you is just the half of it when I speak to you I speak to you like a little story, or like a poet. Because there are things I want to say to you that may flow above your head almost like this.
Allow me to be your blanket while the beautiful white snow flows on a cold wintery day, allow me to be your hot chocolate as you drink me I shall warm you from the inside out. Let me be the Dandie lying you smell in the morning while the cool breeze of spring flows through your window.
Allow me to keep you cool and be the reason the sweat drops down your body like the AC in the window on a hot summer day.
Just allow me to be your Queen as you are my King.
But we can't have that, can we? you have broken my heart and left me all alone because you are not ready. You are afraid. You are selfish because you truly don't have a heart. you choose to lie and take other people for granted because you don't even know who you are.
So we will say you are lost
The end
Delleesa Harris
2025
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