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L.A. J
I've been wondering how to kill
this pain inside
So lonely, So dark, So cold.
Trying to be bold, setting a goal
Never reaching, so I fell down the pole.
Stuck in a twisted world with a
twisted mind, oh, shall I not understand
The true life of being kind.
I'd rather sink in cold drip in
gold
No, no, no, that's not right.
I would rather reach for the
stars and travel to the moon
cross the oceans while flowers bloom.
I'd rather have a beating heart
rather than one with no rhythm
I'd rather see the reflection of light in your eyes
than the dark sky I see at night.
I'd rather have skin warm to the touch.
Rather than the arctic breeze, I hate it so much.
I'd rather have the voice I can
hear in my ear, not just in my mind or a silly iCloud.
But the voice that makes me smile, or shall I say quiver.
I'd rather have a body soft like
my pillow
not the one of sticks and stones.
I'd rather have you here with me
dancing to the rhythm and blues
as the tears of joy fall down my,
face at the dinner table saying my grace.
Popping balloons in the room, wax melting
YES, I GOT THAT FIRE FOR YOU!!!!
Don't you dare spoil my day.
Because this is for you,
let's bow our heads and pray
Pray for better days and better ways
Hold on to them as if it's their last day.
I waited for this moment, the moment life came back to me, I regained color to my skin,
No longer in this twisted mind
hell, I don't mind if I shine even if it's for a moment
Hubby, this is for you. Rest easy, I will see you soon.
Love Delleesa Always 1/16/25
Music used: The hidden valley/Peder b Helland
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