You have done everything you know to do, yet your mind keeps circling the same problem. Every answer seems to create another question. Before searching for one more opinion, it may help to become quiet enough to hear what is underneath the noise.
Reading: Bahá’u’lláh, The Hidden Words, Persian no. 8 — a brief passage on cleansing the heart and entering a place of spiritual communion.
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