Too much torture
I cannot handle
I'm just a mortal man
I wasn't even human then
2K turned on the fan
Lusting now at naked girls 🥵
How did I get so low?
This is not what Blake ✝️
Would do
The bad thing that I showed
I hate this now!
I'll hate this later!
I'm broken and I'm fucked
I'm paralyzed from overwhelm
I cannot even get up!
I damage myself
I waste my time
And all my hard earned cash
I live inside the death of value
But at least I avoid my dad
I am such an evil man!!
I hate my fucking self!
But I still do the things I can
I need God's holy help
Laughing now…life is here
But is it only weird?
Am I clear or am I insane?
Is my conscience seared?
What the hell is wrong with me?!
I hate this fucking life!
Just throw me on the fucking ground
And stab me with a knife! 🔪🗡😭💔