I was weak and desperate
Not a sliver of dignity left
Just took all of the torture
He had no remorse for his theft
I always was put down
Like walking garbage on the earth
I couldn't even speak
He put Satan's marks on me at birth
I always had nightmares
I woke up gasping for breath
I didn’t know we died
cause all I ever knew was death
“Kill yourself” the voices said
“We're here to kill and torture!”
I could handle any kind of pain
Cause my soul was brick and mortar
Arrogance and apathy
All around me a bunch of fools
I couldn't even manage
Cause I didn't have the tools
Disconnected from what's holy
I made a lot of mistakes
I didn't know how this would
Lead to learning of the stakes…