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Diary of a recent awakener

I thought I'd share the growing pains of being a recent awakener. Maybe you're a seasoned rememberer or perhaps you were born with the door already open. I only really opened up to spirituality in March this year. And if you're in a similar situation, I'd love to hear your experiences. Most of my knowledge has been from research and not so much from downloads. My downloads so far have been, "go research this" and "go research that". The research has been going on for 2 years, not really knowing why until 4 months ago when I was presented to Olga for "door opening".

I find myself moving between "candy store" mode and "why isn't more happening?" mode. But then returning to the wisdom so many elders on this community have mentioned to me. Trust the process, stop chasing and just be, don't think, feel your intuition and heart. These are all golden rules that keep me from wobbling off into the wilderness of what's my purpose.

I feel blessed to be able to exchange experiences and thoughts with you all. My belief structure has changed completely in these last two years and shaking off the programming is a full time job, it's doable but it takes time and the doubt can creep in. That aside, my life is really about showing natural compassion to those around me and that's a huge change for me. I really like it and embrace it, it's vulnerable but feels natural and the right way to be. I love walking into the unknown and curiosity wiggles my cat whiskers to keep looking to see where this is all going. I guess we all anticipate the big reveal, but also not to lose sight that the journey is more important than the destination.

Love & light

Keith

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Diary of a recent awakener