For the first week, it does.
You get the dopamine hit.
Buying the domain.
Setting up the Notion dashboard.
It feels like progress.
Then the new toy energy wears off.
Suddenly, you feel clumsy.
The output looks rubbish.
It isn't fun anymore.
This is the "bottoming out" point.
Most people take this as a signal to stop.
They say, "It doesn't feel aligned," or "It isn't my passion."
B*llocks.
It just means you have started the actual practice.
Information is useless without execution.
And execution is miserable at first.
Take languages.
You have to sound like an idiot for six months to speak fluently.
Awkwardness is the price of entry.
If you are in the grind right now, you aren't failing.
You are just paying the tax.
The enjoyment comes from getting good enough to stop feeling awkward.
Keep going.