I got rejected AGAIN another girl after a long time of feeling alone and not accepted.
I ran out of the house at night into the rain MAD!!!! ..... i still remember the night and summer heat, wind & the rain on my skin and how much i felt like i was PUSHING THE WORLD BACK off of me..
To this day running in the rain does something transformational to me and not letting challenge overpower me.
and just ran and ran and ran stopping at some point saying I try really hard at being a good person
“I DONT CARE what others think - I work hard at tryna be awesome & I'll NEVER change myself for anyone!!!”
i ran till my legs hurt too much & i had to call my mom to come pick me up