Day 5 Entry:
Daily Action - The day I was abused and told I will never be a man
Soundtrack: Today would be the song I choose to pick because of the transformation I was going through. I wrote this song from a place of appreciating the moment because of a partnership that broke off. The music during that time period won't see the light of day unfortunately, and because of that I felt lost during that time period. Today was the first song I wrote that helped me remember what kind of songwriter I was and what kind of Artist I know I can be.
Day 6 Entry:
Daily Action: Because of that moment, I lost respect. I lost my trust for my dad and even family. I lost my ability to be confident in myself and lost the worth and safety that came from that moment. It was a moment that made me question everything.
Soundtrack: Roses - though unreleased, it's one of my songs that I was the most vulnerable. It was a song written after experiencing my dads death, and having to recall the moments I spent with him up to his last days. A song that has me reflect the purpose of life and living it fully while understanding death can happen at any moment.
Day 7 Entry:
Daily Action: Truthfully, my faith would be the biggest thing that survived. My hope, kindness, patience, my heart, even I had survived, but the biggest of these things is faith.
Soundtrack: Believe - I wrote this song as a letter to God with the second verse being a response back from him. It allowed me to enter a state of being that I can come from a vulnerable place in which I felt like I lost myself in everything i'm doing. The 2nd verse, I wanted to come from a place where God told me to keep trusting, keep believing and everything will be okay.