5d • General discussion
The Christi Light
Recently, I had a profound realization about the Christ Light. I learned that by channeling its essence into my crown chakra, I could truly experience the depth of God's love within myself. Initially, I tried to imagine a crown settling into my crown chakra—this produced a golden sensation, but it wasn’t quite what I was seeking.
Adjusting my approach, I tuned into my connection to the frequency of gold light which is very expansive in my being and tingly. Although the experience wasn’t as intense, I noticed a distinct shift within me. The sensation of enlightenment was both powerful and pleasing, leading me deeper into the divine nature of my soul. This journey revealed that my soul serves as my guide, and within it lies a vast archive of memories from every lifetime I’ve lived. By merging my soul’s essence with the Christ Light, I found I could access these memories and receive their wisdom.
As I continued to inquire within, each question seemed to peel back another layer of understanding, revealing fresh revelations from the Universe. This led me to explore what it might be like to channel the energy of my own soul directly into my crown chakra, hoping this experience could offer clarity or answers to some of the lingering questions in my mind.
Seeking clarity, I reached out to my master guide Olf, wondering what I might be overlooking. Olf encouraged me to move my higher consciousness beyond the earthly collective, inviting me instead to join the collective of the masters. This guidance resonated with me and allowed me to access an even deeper level of awareness, triggering a vivid recollection. In this memory, I found myself beside a tranquil pond, encircled by trees, feeling a profound sense of peace and no conflict. The scene prompted me to reflect on my intention and realize that to grasp the sensation I yearned for, I needed to delve further into my own essence. It became clear that this place wasn’t on earth; it belonged to a different lifetime I had lived. The timeline felt innately familiar, almost as if I was revisiting an old melody—sensing that experience just enough to recognize that I was the architect of the vision and intuitively knowing that even deeper insights awaited me.
Olf reminded me that embarking on a soul journey is as simple as inviting my soul to guide the way. The essence of my soul holds the luminous energy gathered across all my lifetimes. While I’ve understood this before, hearing it spoken by my guide made the truth resonate on a deeper level. To illustrate, whenever I step outside to cut wood, I recognize that the trees I harvest have absorbed sunlight throughout their existence. When I burn this wood in my stove during the cold, dark winter months, it releases that stored sunlight into my home, bathing my space in warmth, love, and light illuminating everything. It’s a vital comfort amid the bleakness of gray skies and chilling air, transforming my cold dwelling into a peaceful sanctuary.
So, I shifted my perspective and allowed myself to truly embrace the sensations of the timeline by the pond. It was as if I was wrapped in a comforting blanket, and my thoughts gently receded, making way for a wave of well-being to flow through me. I realized my journey with the Christ Light still had further depths to explore. I went back and revisited my last encounter with Jesus Christ. I experienced it vividly in a vision or so I thought at the time. My visions don’t usually speak back to me, while I was with him in a vision, we had a short but informative conversation together.
At that point in my life, I was living in Crestone, Colorado with my friend Katrina. She introduced me to a truly unique spot, distinguished by impressive Andara Crystals that stood nearly three feet tall. Scattered across the land were various medicine wheels, each dedicated to spiritual figures like St. Germain and Archangel Michael. Yet, I felt most connected to the Universal Laws of Healing wheel.
On the day I was preparing to move to California, I was busy packing and loading my rented trailer, feeling both hurried and unsettled about leaving this place. My emotions got the better of me, leading to judgments I couldn't easily express. Suddenly, everything changed as I found myself inside a medicine wheel labeled as Universal law. Deep down, I sensed the wheel itself wasn’t directly related to my encounter with Jesus Christ. The wheel was designed with squares around its outer circle, spots where individuals could stand to receive blessings.
At first, I stepped into the Inner Child Healing Square, but almost immediately, I sensed a subtle force guiding me to the left. I glanced down and realized I was now standing within the Universal Healing Square. As I contemplated the theme of Universal Healing, an unexpected wave of sensation came over me. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw a purple doorway slowly opening behind me. A gentle, clear voice spoke: “Did you know, when you channel the Ascended Masters for the people of Earth, we channel your soul for the people of the light?” Curious, I asked the presence to repeat what was said, and he did. Although I hadn’t turned to look directly at the speaker, I instinctively sensed who was there.
A smile formed on my face as I turned to see a man bathed in blue and gold light, surrounded by a radiant violet aura. His features were reminiscent of someone with Eastern Indian heritage—dark skin, hazel eyes, curly hair, and a beard. He wore a plaid shirt in red, white, yellow, and blue, paired with Levis. I remarked, “You don’t look like the pictures.” He chuckled and replied, “I get that a lot.” Then, very purposefully, he continued, “We want you to become a master in this lifetime. We invite you into your masterhood.”
In that instant, a vision appeared before me: a diamond with an eye at its center. I recognized its significance but couldn’t quite express its meaning in words. Just then, I noticed my friend Katrina approaching, and Jesus told me to go to her. I followed his guidance, intending to introduce Katrina to Jesus. When I turned back, he had vanished. I stood there, reflecting deeply and letting his powerful message resonate within me.
Following that transformative day, life seemed unchanged on the surface, except for the new questions swirling in my mind, what am I supposed to do with this experience now? Suddenly, I was being called to step into a role I had only ever witnessed in others. Becoming a master felt far beyond my reach, and practical worries quickly surfaced: bills to pay, responsibilities at home, everyday obligations. How could I possibly make space for this calling in my life?
Yet, as a gentle sense of calm settled over me, I began tracing back the journey that led me here—a lifelong quest filled with searching and moments that seemed impossible. I remembered finding my birth parents after 47 years, building a family through meeting a woman with children of her own, and even rising to become drum chief, fulfilling a long-held desire to lead. Reflecting on these achievements helped me grasp the deeper meaning behind Jesus’s message to me. It became clear that this was my next step—a new, hidden chapter in my life revealed. It felt as though God had orchestrated something profound to capture my attention. Although I had encountered Christ before, experiencing his radiant light on two separate occasions, this time was different. The more I meditated on his words, the more I sensed a renewed purpose awakening within me.
As 2025 gives way to 2026, I find myself sharing the light of Christ and the bliss of God with those prepared to advance on their spiritual journeys. This unfolding chapter has deepened my connections in ways I hadn’t experienced before. I recall times when I felt disheartened by psychics who seemed to know personal details about me but offered no real guidance. Back then, I promised myself that, once I learned to read, I would help people truly sense God's presence within. Now, during most of my sessions, I witness that very awakening in others—a blessing that continually fills me with gratitude.
To be honest, I felt some reluctance about sharing this story today. The account of Jesus visiting me seemed like it might be overwhelming for some readers. Yet, as I reflected on why I wanted to share it, the urge to write kept returning, urging me to follow my heart. Each of us has a unique perspective on our spiritual connections. Over the years, I’ve grown from every experience, and at 58, I continue to be blessed with moments that inspire me to bring joy to others and help them sense the miracles of God more deeply. My hope is that one day, we’ll all gather in celebration of one another.
So let it be,
Matthew Lighting Bear
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