Good morning, this weekend felt like an uprising Tsunami of chaos, then settled once peace and ceremony occurred. I was in the middle of some amazing battles that took all of me to reconcile and return to myself. Wopila Tanka, (Thank Great spirit) for helping me to understand that when friends fall aways from our lives it's actually a gift. I did not know how much I was being held back by the company I have kept until, I finally let them go. I was under the impression that I had to perform my whole life and be what people sought me to be. Fortunately, for me God has other plans.
I poured a sweat for a group of Mexicas Masheka people from my old town. They came up on Sat and we had ceremony or sweat lodge. I was going through some deep changes with my life and friendships, and that ceremony put things into perspective for me! It was the first time for me to experience an overwhelming number of spirits wanting to come into the lodge to speak to the people. I was overwhelmed and the energy, well you can imagine a clown car with twice the amount of the maximum capacity. It was nuts. I got through it, but I was drained to say the least. I can't share everything because it was ceremony, but some powerful spirits came through to help and the people got what they came for. In the end, I felt I purged lifetimes of junk from myself. I have been using sage on myself ever since. https://us06web.zoom.us/rec/share/19qshccBZa8OcX7OX7PYw_7X_0zWZjZmDM01J91RRyujHoUUozoiE8h32kr-_Z-Q.CZhHId1HjKoBCb5L?startTime=1756742229000